29-02-12

             its leap year day today..that means this day will return only after 4 years..any thing could happen between these 4 years..but i strongly wish or u could say hope to b in a great position by next leap day....may god bless me in my path..
        days are rolling fast as my daily routine is too routine that i cant find a difference between my days.watched few short films and videos of siddarth coming to our college colors.got registered in shiksha for the purpose of studying in Germany in MA English course...i dunno whether im going abroad but for a first step i got registered in that website so dat if any possibilities were there, i could move on...
       i asked Darling to stop thinking of me.bcose i strongly feel dat she is neglecting her studies getting completely immersed in my thoughts.i requested her to prevent my thoughts and concentrate  on studies.think she is angry on me as she didn't cal me since my request.....its k......i want her to b in a gud position in lyf and not to get lost in the lyf  bcose of me..after all she is my darling...i dont mind if she gets angry on me for that reason...
    I dunno tomoro...I forgot yesterday..only thing is today and i think im loving it and of course living it happily....may god bless u all..cheers..

23-02-12

    as usual a normal day,except that im getting a lot of  feedback on my song in colors..im getting flattered.donno whether all of that flattery was true or not but it is nice...im giving a link of my song here...
  http://www.ustream.tv/recorded/20506186
coming to anu she is still sick...i want her to become normal again...
   may b tomorrow for two days i may not post blog as i have to go to marriages on tomorrow nyt and Saturday nyt as well....
 keep smiling guys..take care...cheers..

22-02-12

  today is as usual as every day except that anu fell ill today,may b bcose of the changing of season.i felt like i should be near her and console her that every thing is fine and it ll be okay.she is too weak.
  coming to my routines yesterday night i downloaded war horse movie and now after finishing this blog im gonna watch it...i heard its a nice movie and touches ur heart..ill latr write its review...so guys for today nothng new and strange...
    hope evrythng is 5n for u too...keep smiling no matter watevr the situation may b....u CAN overcome it...b bold and strong..cheers..

21-02-12

     17,18 and 19 of this month were colors uth fest events and i think this year its boring and dull..not as energetic as previous colors.especially crowds misbehavior was at its peak...i heard that some bastards harassed some north Indian girl during nyt time on 3rd day of the colors...this year colors,there were so many incidents of girls getting harassed.its really pathetic to see girls getting treatment in that way...i think those idiots who misbehave in this way don't have sisters and mothers at all...bastards..

            commenting at a beautiful girl is one of the jovial habits of uth..but that should be with in the limits...while i was guarding girls at DJ i heard that one loser caught the breasts of a girl who was going out of DJ at dat tym..later he was caught and his bones were crushed..but i don't understand y the hell do these people harass ladies physically????already 80 percent of the girls have lost their faith on men..i think its correct..there is no mistake of girls in hating boys...for men girls are nothing but sex machines or dolls..that's it...fuck these bastards..these maniacs should be shot publicly...

         i was really moved by these incidents happened in colors..regarding my girl she came to colg on the third day of colors but i made her wait as i was busy with my duties...as soon as she saw me she cried...i think some bastard might have misbehaved with her as well..that's y she should have felt relief as soon as she had seen me...i m sorry darl...its my mistake for having left u single out there in darkness...really sory...

    guys...girls are very sensitive and soft minded..my sincere request is dont harass them...with out them we are not there..dont forget...WE ARE BORN TO A WOMAN..

16-02-12

   i practiced singing various songs..there is one good news and one bad news(for me) today...good news is dat im gonna sing bangaru kodipetta on stage tomorrow nyt..that is on the first day of three day uth fest.and the bad news is dat i got the responsibility of doing invigilation for vro exams...today morning 10 o clock management held a meeting on how to follow the rules and i should say there are rules at least one hundred in number and me being an idiot i dont think i can handle all those countless rules in an invigilation..thats y im feeling very very bad about it and to add to my woes there would be only one invigilator for one room...which evaporated my any thoughts of getting help from colleagues.evrythng is fucked up for me from few days....the only relief is wid my girl..i wish she would not make my mood more damn sucked......
           of course they are giving 300 for invigilation but i have my equilibrium shifting towards the hatred of this exam rather than the happiness of getting the money...hmm..lets wait and see...now a days i feel a great deal of  frustration....but trying to take things cool in unsuccessful attempts..
      hope ur days are not as fucked up as mine....hoping for the best keep smiling buddies...cheers..

15-02-12

                             just two hours before posting this post i was very frustrated and in deep agony....all bcose of my collegue in the lab...and of course due to various other reasons..let me say one reason for example....i came in non uniform today..there were three more colleagues who were in non uniform..but dean, when came to the lab noticed only me but not others and asked me particularly why i had come in civil dress and bla bla....why me???im not saying that others are also should be screwed but why every idiot in the college point outs me???thats one reason among various reasons that makes me frustrated today and of course these reasons make me hit my head every day.......in frustration...

    one more:the other day i had spent my time completely in lab but hod came to me and asked me where i had been and why i was not present in the lab for projects that day ...actually on that day she didnt even come in the direction of our lab but simply leaves a word as if i was really not there in the lab and she had seen me dancing somewhere....what  the fuck is all this....??is that the reward for working properly???
 
            i had relief yesterday really after months bcose i had spoken my girl from my heart ...and of course needless to mention she would love me to the double of my love on her....she is hot, little bit clever(better than me), active and witted also...i don't understand whether she really gets laugh or she simply laughs at every word i speak....but she keeps on laughing at every word i speak  as if i had cracked the biggest joke on earth ...of course i loved that...i think we started at 11 o clock and continued till 2 am....i narrated her the entire  TWO STATES story and a little bit of FIVE POINT SOMEONE..but i think she loved it though bored of my narration...hmmm..i wished her to be in good position so that i could manage my parents to marry her...
          donno wat would happn in future but for present times im happy...hope for the best...take care buddies..keep smiling..cheers..   

valentines day

  i didnt feel that special in dis day as i didnt speak to my loved one....yesterday nyt i thought of wishng her valentines day but she disappointed me saying she would lyk to sleep..to b frank i thought im not going to talk with her in an year,but i could not mis her...she mingled in my lyf really very deep.....can i separate her from my lyf???

   im reading chetan bhagat's  TWO STATES.."the story of marriage" since two days and i finished it today..xcellent novel and actually its his lyf story and of course its his luv story and quite fascinating for me..loved it.....his story showed how many difficulties should one get through to get married to loved ones..loving a girl and dreaming about her is easy but the real tough situation will come when u try to convince parents both sides....

                 hmm...some how on valentines day i had spent my day reading one beautiful and real luv story....keep smiling buddies...happy valentines day...cheers

13-02-12

    yesterday completed reading five point someone novel and today startd reading TWO STATES.till now two states is also interesting like that of five point someone...i loved it(may b bcose its a luv story)..

  its the story of a guy named krish malhotra and girl named ananya ramanadhan...these two idiots fall in luv when they are in iim doing their mba,and remaining story is about how they convince their parents as ananya is from tamilnadu and our hero is frm punjab.and as usual like all north indians hero's family hates ananya as she is south indian and as a result viceversa from ananya's family also...how wil they convince their parents and marry each other is the rest.....

     i wish my love will not fail...but somewhere in my mind i dont think it is possible...lets see wat wil hapn...
 as always hoping for the best...take care buddies...CHEERS....

11-02-12

   today i practiced few dandiya steps....actually ece technician suma asked me to act as venkatapathi raja in a skit called chandramukhi which she is directing..i went to practice it.she was busy with teaching dance lessons for dandiya song from premikularoju.i joined my feet with them.hmmm.
  tomorrow,sunday,i might play a cricket match in krishna pragati as a match was sheduled with them by our staf and they asked me to play..im a cricket fanatic..so i accepted and im gonna play if it will take place...
        from yesterdays evng i again startd my jogging and exercises.im doing them vigorously..so dat i may reduce weight a little bit faster.

   nothing that interesting today except that my darling missd her bus...and for today she didnt go to colg..it must be quite boring for her in home...

      im feeling great and inspired as always...hope evryone is safe and sound..have a nice day ahead buddies..cheers...

singing

    i was in judgement seat on the other two days...i think i have judged correctly even though i dont have that much knowledge regarding music...and again few among those singers will be singing on the stage...for colors 2012...the uth festival of aditya group of engineering colleges...i thought it would be cool if i also got a chance to sing on stage...i had already sung for the completed three colors,2k9,2k10 and  2k11.singing head coordinator inormed me that i may have to sing one or two songs on stage...hope i would do better...
  
       from  2 days im trying to make at least one blog entry but it was difficult with this net here..blog loading itself takes lots of tym...today in lab i have downloaded the other writings of chetan bhagat...as im already reading his five point someone..im fascinated with his style of writing so i downloaded the other four writings of him even though i thought of  actually buying them.for some unknown reason i didnt think of it..may b bcose of money factor...

     im getting in deep and deep emotional relation with anu day after day...she makes my lyf colorful..even though i know that she reads this blog,i cant resist writing about her here in my personal blog....she gives me the impression that she is living for me and only for me.It is here where i like her the most...she cares for me the most, and ready to do anything for me..what else quality would any person want in his girl rather than adoring him and making him her life....i donno y she likes me that much...even though its meaning less to ask her that question,i asked her..but she says she loves me thats it..but will not answer WHY...
    i donno where my lyf will be heading to but wherever it goes im damn sure this girl wil follow me....im partly lucky...i said partly bcose she is not of our CASTE..yes the bloody caste system prevents me from feeling that she is completely mine...i cant hurt my parents and i cant hurt her either..only if she was in my bloody caste..i would have been the luckiest person..hmm...anyways god is not gonna gove u evrythng..right?ill try to get her but only after i have my own legs and only when im capable of carrying another pair of legs....
      still im cheerful and optimistic about lyf...living lyf to the fullest....hoping  for the best to happen...have a nice time buddies...cheers...

came from home....

  hmm...saturday i left to home and again its today i m here in the colg...it had been 5 days including today since my last excercise..i feel im gaining weight again...i think i will reduce the food too so that calories intake would be sufficent enough for not gaining more weight....feb 2nd is one of my memorable days.....i think i have found something(or may be someone) valuble in my lyf but....i had to wait and work hard to get it.....
        i think my lyf is heading towards something excited prospect..and i wish it should be cheerful one.. just now i have seen the interview of my favorite SHADOW novel writer mr.madhubabu..i really adore him for that kind of novel work...he is a Legend...
          hope evrythng is 5n for evryone....lets pray for a better world....cheers...