11-02-12

   today i practiced few dandiya steps....actually ece technician suma asked me to act as venkatapathi raja in a skit called chandramukhi which she is directing..i went to practice it.she was busy with teaching dance lessons for dandiya song from premikularoju.i joined my feet with them.hmmm.
  tomorrow,sunday,i might play a cricket match in krishna pragati as a match was sheduled with them by our staf and they asked me to play..im a cricket fanatic..so i accepted and im gonna play if it will take place...
        from yesterdays evng i again startd my jogging and exercises.im doing them vigorously..so dat i may reduce weight a little bit faster.

   nothing that interesting today except that my darling missd her bus...and for today she didnt go to colg..it must be quite boring for her in home...

      im feeling great and inspired as always...hope evryone is safe and sound..have a nice day ahead buddies..cheers...

singing

    i was in judgement seat on the other two days...i think i have judged correctly even though i dont have that much knowledge regarding music...and again few among those singers will be singing on the stage...for colors 2012...the uth festival of aditya group of engineering colleges...i thought it would be cool if i also got a chance to sing on stage...i had already sung for the completed three colors,2k9,2k10 and  2k11.singing head coordinator inormed me that i may have to sing one or two songs on stage...hope i would do better...
  
       from  2 days im trying to make at least one blog entry but it was difficult with this net here..blog loading itself takes lots of tym...today in lab i have downloaded the other writings of chetan bhagat...as im already reading his five point someone..im fascinated with his style of writing so i downloaded the other four writings of him even though i thought of  actually buying them.for some unknown reason i didnt think of it..may b bcose of money factor...

     im getting in deep and deep emotional relation with anu day after day...she makes my lyf colorful..even though i know that she reads this blog,i cant resist writing about her here in my personal blog....she gives me the impression that she is living for me and only for me.It is here where i like her the most...she cares for me the most, and ready to do anything for me..what else quality would any person want in his girl rather than adoring him and making him her life....i donno y she likes me that much...even though its meaning less to ask her that question,i asked her..but she says she loves me thats it..but will not answer WHY...
    i donno where my lyf will be heading to but wherever it goes im damn sure this girl wil follow me....im partly lucky...i said partly bcose she is not of our CASTE..yes the bloody caste system prevents me from feeling that she is completely mine...i cant hurt my parents and i cant hurt her either..only if she was in my bloody caste..i would have been the luckiest person..hmm...anyways god is not gonna gove u evrythng..right?ill try to get her but only after i have my own legs and only when im capable of carrying another pair of legs....
      still im cheerful and optimistic about lyf...living lyf to the fullest....hoping  for the best to happen...have a nice time buddies...cheers...

came from home....

  hmm...saturday i left to home and again its today i m here in the colg...it had been 5 days including today since my last excercise..i feel im gaining weight again...i think i will reduce the food too so that calories intake would be sufficent enough for not gaining more weight....feb 2nd is one of my memorable days.....i think i have found something(or may be someone) valuble in my lyf but....i had to wait and work hard to get it.....
        i think my lyf is heading towards something excited prospect..and i wish it should be cheerful one.. just now i have seen the interview of my favorite SHADOW novel writer mr.madhubabu..i really adore him for that kind of novel work...he is a Legend...
          hope evrythng is 5n for evryone....lets pray for a better world....cheers...
          

Not a bad day....

    today is not a bad day but im not sure for gud day either....but definitely not as bad as yesterday...evrythng is cool today and went by itself.....
    
         hey i have a doubt....god knows all the three formats of time..i mean past present and future and he was the one who made u(for those who believe god)...then wont he know what is necessary for ur lyf??it looks funny for me when someone prays god to give him something..being a god, god should have definitely known what is nesessary and what are ur requirements..then wat is the use of asking him????if u ask him then doesn't that mean u r disrespecting him by asking wat he already knows to give or not.???...

          i think u got my point....my sincere free advice to all god believers is that what ever religion u could be,,may b  Hindu, christian, Buddhist, muslim, sikh etc...watever religion ..just pray ur god and keep ur mind relaxd and cool...dont do anything else...relax in ur temple,church or mosque...and get back to home safely....try to help fellow humans and b kind to evryone...ur god wil give u watevr u required...remember.....DONT ASK GOD WHAT U WANT....HE ALREADY KNOWS IT...

LIFE SUCKS.....

im finding it really hard to b an optimist...it was just yesterday i had posted that im comfortable in english lab and today iam changed to another lab wid loads of work(i think so)....wat the hell is going on!!!?  im starting to hate this bloody lyf...
    
      actually im a friendly and humorous person...i beahve in that way wid evry one, either boys or girls..but i donno wat had happnd,some girl had messaged my dept hod that i am misbhaving wid girls and trying to trap them...it hurt me bad, really bad...and im decided that im not goin to speak wid any girl in colg from tomorrow..i wish my subjects get completed soon so that i can leave this and get to any job that i would love...i hate these girlish mentality...idiots..if im kidding and humorous then does that mean that im trying to trap them??...let them go to hell...i don't care..today im feelin very depressed and down...
    
                and to add to all these woes, from tomorrow i was assigned a duty to open the lab at 8 o clock in the morning and close the same at night 10 o clock..wat the hell are they thinking about me???a helpless loser or wat..!
         FRUSTATED...REALLY FRUSTATED....

Five point someone...

i have been reading chetan bhagat's Five point someone from 2days..due to the lack of time..or is it?
   
   hmm...i think its not totally right...the correct answer is as expected, Laziness...but of course what an youngster am i with out laziness??
       Now coming back, the novel, its fantastic and mingled with good sense of humor too...i didnt think of reading it until i saw 3 idiots..but to me movie is far more fantastically screen portrayed compared to the novel version as its boring every now and then...


 this is post after months or so...but i cannot help it as i was given a lab with out internet...but soon they are going to give me one..(im very optimistic)..
    love these sunny Sundays as every one does..especially during aftnun 3 or 4..its quiet and sunny, making you feel lazy and dozy...wow Sundays are for lazy guys like me man...hmm..
     to b frank im really not getting any thing to my mind for posting...so im posting all these bla-bla..
 as i have said, i was changed to new lab but its quite comfortable and my fav lab too..its name is Advanced English Communications Lab...every now and then there will b free slots so that i can go through my all time fav novels' series "SHADOW"...even though i had completely read them its uncontrollable to read again and again....

........Ramayanam....

 ఏంటో తెలియదు ఈ మధ్య రాముడి మీద భక్తి ఎక్కువైపోతోంది.కారణం చెప్పాలంటే...... రామాయణం చదివాను..వాల్మీకి రామాయణం...అద్భుతం... 

    8 అడుగుల పొడవుతో సుకుమారమైన బలమైన దేహదారుడ్యంతో చూడగానే సమ్మోహనాస్త్రానికి మనల్ని బలి చేసే రాముడు దేవుడు కాదు(మనిషి కాబట్టి) కానీ దేవుడే...ఎందుకంటే రాజు ఎంతమంది నైనా పెళ్లి చేసుకోవచ్చు అనే  రోజుల్లో ఒకే భార్య అని అంత నిష్టగా ఉండటం మాటలు కాదు(దశరథుడికి ౩౦౦౦ మంది భార్యలు..ముగ్గురు అర్ధ పత్నులు ..రాజపత్నులు కూడా ..)..దేవేంద్రుడిని కూడా పరుగులు పెట్టించిన రావణాసురుణ్ణి చంపడం మాటలు కాదు...జనస్థానంలో చిత్రకూటం లో రాముడు ఒక్కడే (లక్ష్మణుడిని సీతాదేవికి కాపలాగా ఉంచి)  14000  మంది రాక్షసులని మట్టిలో కలిపేశాడు....అందుల్లో రావణుడికి సేనాధిపతులతో సమానమైనటువంటి ఖరదూషణులు కూడా ఉన్నారు..అది మానవ సాధ్యమైన విషయం కాదు....చపలచిత్తులైనటువంటి వానరుల సాయంతో వారధి నిర్మించాడు...వానరులతో స్నేహం...మామూలుగా  ఐతే ఇది సాధ్యపడే విషయం కాదు..( హనుమ వల్ల సగం పని జరిగింది ఇక్కడ)...ఇక రావణసోదరుడైన కుంభకర్ణుని చూసి కళ్ళు తిరగకుండా ఉండటమే పెద్ద గొప్ప...వాడిని ,రావణుడిని హతమార్చి రాముడు లోకానికి దేవుడయ్యాడు.....అద్భుతమైన కోసల రాజ్యానికి మరుసటి రోజు అభిషిక్తుడిని చేస్తానని మాట ఇచ్చి అలా చెయ్యాల్సిన రోజు(రాజ్యం సంగతి దేవుడెరుగు) ..14 సంవత్సరాలు  అడవులు పట్టి తిరగమని  తండ్రి చెప్పలేక చెప్పలేక (కైక కిచ్చిన మాటకు కట్టుబడి) చెప్తే ముఖంలో కించిత్ బాధ బెంగ లేకుండా చిరునవ్వుతో  అడవికి పయనమైన రాముడు దేవుడు కాక మరేమవుతాడు( డబ్బు,పదవి  పిచ్చితో కొట్టుకునే ఈ లోకానికి)...?

               లంకలో రావణుడిని గెలిచినా తర్వాత లోకం  సీతమ్మ మీద అపవాదు వెయ్యకూడదని అగ్ని ప్రవేశం చేయించాడు...వెనక్కి వచ్చాడు ...రాజ్యాన్ని క్షేమంగా సుఖంగా ఉండేలా  పరిపాలించాడు...

            కానీ ఇంత సుగుణాభిరాముడు,దయాగుణంలో వేరెవరు సాటి లేని రాముడు సీతాదేవి ఒక ఆడది అన్న విషయం కూడా పక్కన పెట్టి ఒక్కదాన్నీ అడవుల్లో వదిలి రమ్మనడం ఎందుకో యెంత ఆలోచించిన నాకు అర్ధం కాలేదు..సరే ఒకవేళ నిజంగా తనకు ఆమె మీద అంత కోపమే వస్తే జనకుడు ఉన్నాడు కదా...పుట్టింటికి     పంపించేయచ్చు కదా...అడవుల్లో ఎందుకు వదలడం??ఎంత ఆలోచించినా నాకు అర్ధం కాలేదు.....

          ఇంత అద్భుతమైన మహాకావ్యం ఒక విషాదాంతంగా మిగలడం కొంచెం బాధ కలిగించింది...సుఖాంతం అయ్యుంటే యెంత బాగుండేదో కదా.......

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